Dazzling Perplexity

Uh.

Noah Lee Hammon was born on July 27th 1999, and is the most beautiful human being on the face of this earth. I could not be more proud to be his big brother.
Yesterday was his birthday.... and despite my INTENSE efforts.. my family did not let me see him. (they will burn in hell... rest assured)

^^emotion filled^^

word.

to be continued...

Continuation.....

I'm sick... quite sick to be exact.. and I'm not enjoying it.. I am knocking on death's door, but for some reason.. that bitch isn't home, and wants to let me suffer.

It's been about a week of sickness, and I seriously don't know how I have made it through.

I've been busy lately, with friends, Kristin + John, work, and just keeping on top of things in my life.... I'm burnt out to the extreme.

I smile a lot, even when I'm not happy... but sometimes you can see right through it.....

Seriously... I just searched for cruises online for about an hour, and I really want to go on one... but no one would probably go with me because they would have to pay about 300 bucks.... damn.

and for some reason, I can't seem to think of everything to write on here... so I'm just going to make it pretty colors........... and put up a "to be continued" thing.

TO BE CONTINUED.....

Kiss Me in the Pouring Rain....

And We'll Lay in the Street.

kroisstytin (1:58:58 PM): i'm gonna make you a shirt that says
kroisstytin (1:59:15 PM): "i'll do your sister OR YOUR BROTHER"

^^analyze that... please^^

um..... Kristen Heason is a ho! (but I shall forever remain THE HO-SLAP)

so.. wednesday night = extreme blur... very extreme blur.... blech... thursday morning = blah..... thursday night = very much bettah!

Kristin is going to Parker with me next year... which kicks major butt. I had a dream the other night that I got to school, but I lost my schedule... and that the school had like 9 billion floors. That isn't the strange thing.... the strange thing is that I have that dream EVERY YEAR before school... and I haven't ever lost my schedule, specifically because of that. I'm basically crazy.

New Life = One kick butt church.... very nice.
Kristin = corset
Daniel = *spits on ground*
John = Pink eye... "Kristin, do you want to wear her jewels?"
Kevin = Molested by Andrew
Stephanie = S'mores... (don't ask)
Melissa = Crush on Kevin
Jay = ... I was excited to see him.. wtf
Andrew = disgusting
Elizabeth = Awesome new hair..
Julia = I professed my love to her
Everyone else = I can't remember

^^So that was wednesday night.. in a nutshell^^

I need to shave... should be a blast.. :-/ haha.

There is a bobble head turtle on the computer desk.

I get paid today, and that kicks butt... not because I need it... but because I like seeing more money in my bank account. Money is cool..... and smells good (unlike me at the moment).


Daniel James

Breaking Hearts Has Never.....

Looked So Cool.....

To my favorite liar:
I hope you choke, on those words that kissed that bottle... I confess
So bury me, in memory.

I [heart] my job.. but I work non-stop.
Working non stop = cash... so I have cash.

I am going over to my father's house in a little bit.. I have requested Kristin's presence.. and she is going to accompany me. I am going to chat it up with my family there.. (blech).. and yeah.. basically make myself feel like shit.

I'm going to Seattle University... I've made my decision... Nothing will be stopping me from going there... I will do ALL THINGS in my power to attend my dream college. [end-rant]

Sometimes when something good stares you in the face... all you want to do is run away screaming..... and never look back. Why is that?

SB came home... back from Europe.. It is nice to see her again.. and strange at the same time. I'm sure I'll be seeing her boyfriend non-stop again, which I could definitely do without. But I guess it is the price I pay for having an amazing family to live with.

I got my AP Psych exam scores in the mail.. and I got a 4. Not too many people know what that means.. but it made me happy. Happy enough to go buy myself things. I [heart] buying things.

I just ordered a sub online.... it should be here in like.. 12 minutes... and that is flippin sweet.


Daniel James

Slap Me With Your Words.

And Make It Sting.........

My puppy is having a seizure right now, but all I can do is let it run its course...

He's alright now.

I have more money than I normally ever do.... and I should probably just save it for college... but I have the HUGE urge to just spend it on something I want... something big.... I'm getting over that.

I work about 35 hours a week normally... and it's strange... because I like the work... and I dont dread working at all... I'm not used to that.

I got my navel pierced... and it is pretty FLIPPIN SWEET!... it creates a sweet triangle with my nipple rings that I have dubbed "the triforce".. heh.. yeah, I'm stupid.

Speaking of stupid.... I got my ACT scores today. I recieved the shit-tacular score of a 30... granted that puts me in the 97th percentile... I still feel like a retard... I KNOW that I am smarter than that... and I'm just disappointed in myself. It will get me into any college that I would want.... but I still don't like it.

Ah.... the college search.... the neverending pull-my-hair-out quest for the perfect college. I haven't been worried about getting accepted into the colleges of my choice... that has NEVER been a worry of mine... I am worried about finding the right college to fit my needs... and still being able to go there without selling my soul to the devil.
Let it be known that I am poor (not at the moment....I have quite the stash in the bank) but I do not have the money to go to college... I am getting zero help from my parents (obviousely)... and the thought of paying for college gets quite stressful...
All that taken into account... here are my college choices:
Seattle University (Seattle, Washington)
Seattle Pacific University (Seattle, Washington)
University of Washington, Seattle (Seattle Washington)
The Ohio State University (Columbus, Ohio)
The last 2 are basically completely out of my price range... the first two are too expensive as well.. but they are private, and can offer me more benefits and cash. Check them out, and make a suggestion.
I want to go to college in Seattle (as you can see).

Enough with that.

I figured out why it took me so long to sign Kristin's Yearbook.
Signing her yearbook, meant saying goodbye to her. Things will never be as they were this last school year between us. I signed her yearbook knowing this... and knowing that there was a very very good chance that she was not going to come back to school with me. We dreamt of a summer filled with fun times for the two of us... both of us fully aware that we are too busy for our own good. I miss her.

And thats all I have to say about that.

I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow.. and it shall be intense... my most intense haircut yet... I'm really excited...


Daniel James