i don't want to wait

I can't understand.... this doesn't happen to me.
I don't know how I'm going to be able to leave you, my heart is ripped in half

this feeling isn't a word
you cannot describe it

you touch me, and my body ignites
you smile, and I'm the happiest I've ever been
I wouldn't let anyone hurt you, I'd die first.

what did you do to steal my heart?
it isn't mine anymore... it belongs to you
keep it.

everything inside of me is screaming, tearing
telling me to stay here, give it all up for you
and the thing is
I want to... I know this..... what we have
is amazing...

this is what songs are written about
what stories are made of
this is unbelievable.
this doesn't happen to me.

so i guess... I'm all yours.
my heart wont have it any other way

I can hold out for you
wait as long as it takes
but thinking about it makes me cry
I don't want to wait.........

My Best Friend Goes to Bible College

I didn't write in your yearbook this year... so... consider this "my page"

you came to me when I needed you the most... when I couldn't really fall much farther... you picked me up with a smile and a laugh... and you've been holding me ever since.

trust me, it's not you that needs me
it's always been me that has needed you..

a best friend is something i suppose i never really understood. I can't say that I've ever really had one until you... I call you when i'm bored, just to sit on the phone in silence

beauty is measured in many ways
the most lovely of which, is the beauty of the heart.
and for this reason,
you are the most beautiful of all.

Its hard to think of a day going by when you will not be meeting me for lunch... or falling asleep on my bed.. watching early morning cartoons.. lol

I've watched you grow into this... this beautiful woman.. right before my eyes. You have taught me so much about so much... and for that reason... I suppose I can never lose you. You will always be right here... right with me... in my heart... my hopes... my dreams...
you've given me so much, by just being you... by just listening
I watch you every day in amazement... you stand up for who you are
you seem to know so much about who you are
i guess you're my hero.

I know you're strong enough to do anything you want
you just need to believe in yourself.. like i do

so when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
then you'll finally know the truth
the a hero lies in you.

you'll always have me
because I love you
and I could never forget how much you have touched my life.

Harder

than I thought.


Boo... sorry about the lack of postage.. I've been pre-occupied..
hella...

I just bought my ticket to Seattle... a one-way trip.. I'm leaving on the night of the 5th (of Septiembre that is)
I'm pretty excited I suppose.. Going to school should be a blast... and I know I'm going to love it..
It's just difficult to leave my brothers, and Kristin, and John....

He said he'd visit me.. I hope he does.

I can't sleep lately..... I'm beginning to realize that this happens a lot... whenever I have a lot going on... no sleep for daniel.

SUCKS!

But I've been hitting up the gym a lot more.... to keep my mind off of things...
it puts me in a good mood.


Have you ever had that feeling.... when you know something is right? You don't know quite why, or how it came to be like this... but you just know it's right.... It's all you've wanted ever since it started (even if there was a giant obstacle right in the middle) and once you finally get over that obstacle.... you realize how much it was worth it... to have this...

i guess thats how i feel