Days go by

So I broke up with John

Shocking eh?

Well.. it hadn't been going well for about... well a long time.... and it had to be done, I just kept putting it off.

I am an insanely private person... and that's just who I am in my real life.... I'll tell you just so much, and then the rest is mine to keep.
I am INSANE about people going through my things... don't do it, and we wont have problems...
Sounds easy enough?
not for JOHN

I stopped being able to trust him not to go through my things..... and he was never sorry for looking through my phone... he even called my voicemail and listened to those.... that is grounds for me never talking to you again... but for some reason... I stayed with him.

He never let me hang out with anyone, convinced that I would not be able to stop myself from fucking them or something..... idiot.

So last Saturday (it's Tuesday today) we got in an argument.. and he decided to threaten to break up with me or something... (please...) "This isn't working Dan" was his usual way of trying to get me to apologize for things that I didn't do wrong.
Well.... yeah, it wasn't working... so I broke up with him, packed my shit, and left....

Stayed at a random place for the first night...

and now I live here..

My room is big... I have a huge closet... the bed is huge...

but..

My bed is too big, this house is too quiet.... the sheets are too perfect.. the pillows are too soft.... I haven't slept for two nights...
All I need is someone to sleep next to me...
So the hunt is on.