cheerio

he's my blue dinosaur.


this is my last post from this house
my last post from wisconsin... at least for a bit.

I'm overwhelmed... but I think I'm finally packed up to leave for seattle.

I'm leaving at about 4... so in approximately 2 hours.

last week was amazing... i was pretty busy with trent.

I don't want to leave him... but i have to.... and the fact that even he tells me that i have to leave... makes me love him even more.

yeah... it moved fast... but if you could feel even a tiny bit of how i feel when i'm with him... you would understand why.

I'm happy that i trust myself fully to wait for him... i know i wont even be tempted otherwise.

I'm just scared that he can't do the same.... but i tell myself that he feels the same way about me.. and that he wouldnt hurt me.

I'll be back as soon as I can get here... and looking forward to that moment, is keeping my chin up.

I'll go into more detail about the past week when i get settled in a little in seattle... until then, you all should know the digits...

this definitely isn't goodbye.